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Saturday, January 19th, 2008
7:27 pm
september 30 2008
a subtle dust cascaded thru the church falling softly against the light spilling through the window panes. A clatter of shoes against the floor nearly drowned out the music playing over the p.a system. like a silent marching titian the group walked slowly to their pews clad in black hats,ties,gloves and overcoats. the crowd was seatted in lines across the church ,light sobbs floated thru the air while others hands cupped the ears of neighbors hissing rumors and "i told you so;s". the mass soon sat silent as men of the cloth stood forth chanting latin and making the cross upon their chest, the mass did the same. Mrs.Lowe sat next to her soon Kevin with her legs crossed bible in hand knowing not what to do with her mind was flooded with memories of the past and of days just fallen away.

"what the fuck, wake the fuck up, you;re fucking scaring me" Liz was slaping the face of the pale man in the shower fully clothed, Kevin standing in the doorway was paralyzed with what only will become therapy session in the making 15 years from now. " kevin sweet heart go sit on the couch and put the tv on
mommy will be there in just a minute ok". KEVIN started to weep softly mucus dripping from his nose with marmalade texture."oh for fuck sake" Liz arose of her tired knee and carried Kevin to the couch, the man in the shower started to awake with heavy eye lids like the drawing apart of shades of a veranda.a shadow leering over him shown a woman at the end of her rope
"you seriously are fucked" said the Liz with light bending behind her auburn ringlets dropping a cell phone to the floor..
Friday, November 16th, 2007
3:24 pm
throwing plates runs in the family

he doubts how committed i am to healing

billy corgan smiling

island

the half japanese boy turned out to be a gigantic asshole

what do you do when you're meredith gray and all you want to be is christina yang


Current Mood: drinking
Friday, September 21st, 2007
1:33 pm
my prayers in delaware
another shooting at another university
perhaps it was best to be an under achiever
Tuesday, September 18th, 2007
1:26 pm
hi there.
its mikey


the past few weeks have been extremely busy with school starting and my cave woman of a manager not letting me have a day off during the week has realy cut into my sleep time and i miss it. my school is full of sassy black girls. thati love and im greatful. they make me laugh and are extremely kind however when they ask about being gay i feel obliged to lie. im not sure why. it might be the accusing tone they are using while trying to divulge such personal information out of me "you lllikke girrls dont you?" i feel like a fraud i feel like more of a fraud for not giving a fuck which makes me feel even worse its an endless cycle..on the first day of school someone blonde chick had an altercation infront of the bus stop where some other girl spit on her so there were cops on campus the first day and it was interesting to say the least lots of head side to side movements and finger wagging and such as they told their stories to the cops,,the 4th day we started talking about domestic violence. after we took our test this girl in the back raised her hand to ask a hypotheical situation,,but we all knew she was talking of herself she started her statement with.." i have this girl friend and she.." half way through the conversation she broke down the teacher had to escort her out and class ended early it was all very interesting in" a something to talk about with out giving to many details out kinda way" at the near by break table im a prick but not that kinda prick she was obviously upset so i just said a girl had an issue and class ended early.case closed. soon ill be able to take each and everyone one of your bloodpressures.i hate spelling and puncution. i think i have another kidney stone and im fucking sick of it.
Thursday, August 2nd, 2007
10:10 pm
i bet jonathan adler is a bottom
9:48 pm
the past few days have been somewhat strange i guess
yesterday was your average day of work complete with this annoying
man not from this country that ordered many books on childhood illnesses
but couldnt grasp the english language,,after walking away he came back to
inform me "my back hurts so i need a book on Boca" i dont know the sentence
just doesnt make sense to me towards 9 30 or so these 3 ladies maybe in there
20's came up to use the phone they had been waiting for a cab for almost 25 mins..when we closed and left it was almost 30 mins past midnight and they were still waiting outside so i told them i would give them a lift as long as they didnt murder or robb me they complied ,the whole way there i was thinking a. i need to stop picking up hitch hikers, espeically ones that looked like they showered reguarly, they never have good stories( liz remember the guy that kept wanting us to take him back to the "cubby hole" and then a gang of people came out of nowhere asking us if we wanted crack,boy those were the good old days) b. where the hell am i taking them..they sounded like the were having work gossip the entire time so i asked again what this place is im taking them to,,it was an eating disorder recovery place,,i wasnt sure how to act so i blirted out "cool" yeh i didnt know how to react so i just turned up 94.3 and kept driving. the place was hidden down this dark road just past what used to be my preschool which is now a funeral home.as we turned the corner one of girls said "ok this is where we kill you" they all started laughing i just chuckled nervously and pressed firmy on the gas pedal although she didnt seem homocidal i wouldnt take any chances . the place where i sang 3 blind mice for my preschool grad is now a place were people shed tears my how times have changed,,in other news i got a haircut next door to my job when i stopped in there was quite a buzz aparently 2 twenty somethings ran out with handful of dvds,,douche bags. you know what is so stupid about this country that if i had ran and tackled them they could sue me and win wtf is up with that i say once you;re commiting a crime like theft people should do what they can to stop the bullshit even if that means dragging some piece of shit to the ground.amen. oh and if anyone is at borders stop by and buy a cheap book as a donation for the joe dimigo childrens fund. its a good cause..in very big news
i offically have a credit card
god im such a grown up almost lol 5 thousand dollars at my fingertips is a very strange feeling indeed hopefully i dont fuck myself over must be very careful..so im going back to school got a credit card,,so far 26 is starting to look much more productive,,there was a cute guy working at american eagle up here, somewhat gay sounding voice with a southern twang we made each other laugh and he had a cute ass i should have grown some balls and asked for his number but knowing my luck with men lately he would have been taken or a shithead in the end who knows im supposed to call back in a week to see if my shoes came in my size,,the guy in the picture below ended up being a jerk i suppose oh well,,he can sit on a cactus

goals for now..

read the belljar
read the fountainhead
find a man or have a man find me
start jogging again and lose 15 pounds
smile more

Current Mood: high
Saturday, July 21st, 2007
1:40 pm




yesterday at work was insane
Wednesday, July 18th, 2007
12:56 pm
applied for school and got in
then parents said it was to expensive
i got so depressed i could'nt bring myself
to goto work yesterday then i picked my ass up
went to fincial aid got grants and a loan and now
i can afford it
i
am
slowly
changing
my
life
for
the
better

Current Mood: trying to be posi
Thursday, July 12th, 2007
1:31 am
40 secrets about yourself.
be honest no matter what.

[one] have you ever been asked out?
i guess

[two] where is your default picture taken?
lauren was driving us home after denise's birthday i was very drunk and taking pics wiht my phone

[three] what's your middle name?
thomas

[four] your current relationship status?
single

[five] does your crush like you back?
i suppose i don't have a real crush on anyone

[six] what is your current mood?
kinda depressed im old

[seven]what color underwear are you wearing?
black basketball shorts that say "dreams you die in"

[eight] what color shirt are you wearing?
over sized black blockbuster promotional shirt for "happy feet"

[nine] do you have any pets?
boo,ceasar,winter,frankie

[ten] if you could go back in time and change something, what would you change?
the day i stopped going to school

[eleven] if you must be an animal for one day, what?
a cat seems to have a fairly easy life

[twelve] ever had a near death experience?
not really if i had been in tiffanys car that night she flipped her car i would have been dead,,thats about as close as ive gotten

[thirteen] something you do a lot?
day dream

[fourteen] the song stuck in your head?
nothing at the moment

[fifteen] who did you copy and paste this from?
sarah

[sixteen] name someone with the same birthday as YOU?
topher grace

[seventeen] when was the last time you cried?
i honestly can't remember

[eighteen] have you ever sung in front of a large audience
not since 3rd grade maybe 6th

[nineteen] if you could have one super power what would it be?
flying

[twenty] what's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
boobs

[twenty-one] have you ever been in love?
nope

[twenty-two] are you still in love?
nope

[twenty-three] favorite color?
purple

[twenty-five] do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
oh yes

[twenty-six] what are you eating or drinking at the moment?
sprite zero

[twenty-seven] do you speak any other language?
just bits and pieces

[twenty-eight] what's your favorite smell?
cookies baking,a man in cologne after a few beers and newports,gasoline, the air just before the storm

[twenty-nine] if you could describe your life in three words what would it be?
about to change.

[thirty] when was the last time you gave/received a hug?
richard was the last really good hug i got

[thirty-one] have you ever kissed in the rain?
always wanted to

[thirty-two] what are you thinking about right now?
god im 26,,thats kinda scary

[thirty-three] what should you be doing?
sleeping or reading

[thirty-four] who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
my father

[thirty-five] how often do you pray?
if im ever in real pain i say a lil prayer in my head but its more like a plea

[thirty-six] do you like working in the yard?
not particularly

[thirty-seven] if you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
Falls

[thirty-eight] do you act differently around the person you like?
sometimes

[thirty-nine] what is your natural hair color?
dark brown

[forty] who was the last person to make you cry?
myself

Current Mood: gloomy
Thursday, July 5th, 2007
5:43 pm
the past day and half have been kinda crappy...

first of all im broke i mean really broke
i have stupid over draft fees and now there gonna take
70 dollars out of my pay check tomorrow and i dont exactly
make much money plus the past few weeks everyone has had theyre hours cut,,so arg frustrating..i get to work the other day and my co worker says something to the affect of "god mike why you always gotta make us look bad" and then started laughing..apparently a women called in the morning to say how wonderful i am then a customer sent in this survey about customer service and gave me a 5 which is the highest you could get,,you would think my main manager randy would have said something to me about it..i mean i feel lke im doing all that i can to get on her good side and she just never talks to me or what not,,so that day as she was leaving she mention a woman called and said i did a good job and didnt even look me in the eye and left,,ive come to the conlusion shes just a very unhappy woman who has no people skills whatsoever,,so whatever my mom said i should be happy for myself even if she doesnt acknowlege it my co workers are..but its not my co workers who determine my raises..ill be getting older in a few days im hoping 26 is better than 25,,25 was boring and frustrating,,i applied for a credit card and got turned down which sucks guess illl just have to try another one,,,i do have an interview with med vance insitute wish me luck
Thursday, June 28th, 2007
7:58 pm
chicago
take the time to tear apart
the cities you built around your heart

take the time
to take the chance
to wonder the story behind my glance

you set me on fire
my skin is paper ashes
floating fire fly dances

everytime you paint a smile
across your face
i'd like to think it's just for me

simple and selfish
polish my glass heart
and ignore the blemish

it's you i want
it;s you i cant have
12:53 am
Tuesday, June 26th, 2007
1:18 pm
Monday, June 25th, 2007
2:20 am
blah blah blah

saturday was an interesting day at work
two old ladies got in a shouting match at the information desk
on accused the other one of practically pushing her out of the
way so she could ask where the josh groban cds were,,one called the other one a terrible rude woman..it was kinda funny
but i wasnt exactly sure what to do..then i saw a 5 year old girl fall on her head outside on the concrete floor i was about to ask if i should get some ice for the little one before the mom scooped her up and starting scolding her in herbrew,,people are always talking in herbrew rather loudly at my job..

you should read this book it was very good


currently reading



i just watched reno911 the movie,,i thought it would be funnier but junior is hot


as i mentioned before june 29th is the open mic night at borders in boca which i helped organize so im hoping it;s not a disaster...i have to read some of my original poems so if anyone would like to come and cheer me along it starts at 7:30pm
Monday, June 18th, 2007
3:01 am
in reality
saturday was an odd day at work, a thin man perhaps in his early 40's had the gumption to wear some very short shorts in his outing to Borders with his family...while him and his wife meandered into the self help section he knelt down, and his balls fell out the side his very short shorts,,i stood there shocked wondering if anyone had else noticed,,he didnt flinch but calming thumbed through a copy of "how to win friends and influence people" or something to that extent..i turned around and found the first person to tell my horror story to..

in other news i hate medical bills
2:38 am
thru the looking glass
i want to thank everyone for helping Matt and I move into our apartment, its hard to believe we have been together for 5 months now..friday was an exhusting day at the hospital, you would think mothers would watch their children more closely, this little girl about 7 fell off a slide on the playground by the time her mom got her to the er her face was flushed and still wet from tears but she had stopped sobbing, i explained to her what the x ray machine did and she found it amusing that it was just a big camera taking a picture of her bones,we were fresh our of lollipops so i gave her a handful of stickers instead,that night Matt and I had dinner with his folks at this wonderful resturant in downtown Ft Lauderdale, where they gave us antique wine glasses they found in Paris last summer as house warming gifts,,im glad to tell you Boo and Spanky are adjusting ok to their new surroundings..today we got our plane tickets with Denise and Michael to visit Kristen in Ny during the fall..hopefully after my rounds Nise and i can go shopping for new coats for the trip...in other news i finally put the finishing touches on my manuscript and im really happy with the end product. Sometime in the next week or so i must get sometime off from work to fly to Seattle to visit Chuck and have him look it over..hopefully this time Matt won't get so pissy about me leaving for a month on another book tour like last time,,we all remember that don't we
Sunday, June 10th, 2007
12:59 pm
attention
just wanted to let everyone know that were having our first open mic night at Borders on the last friday in June,,which i believe is June 29th...musicians and writers welcomed it starts at 7 30..if anyone is interested get at me vivafrancisfalls@tmail.com

can anyone get the mp3 of a song called halloween head by ryan adams

if so please let me know

Current Mood: sort of cracked out
Sunday, June 3rd, 2007
1:42 pm
Thursday, May 10th, 2007
12:47 am
my life sucks

Current Mood: depressed
Saturday, April 14th, 2007
2:03 am


coral or corn
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